what flavour pocky are you?

hm.. must try this someday..

You Are Reverse Pocky

Your attitude: rebellious and clever Non-conformist, but curiously a trendsetter With you, up is down... and it's a wild ride!

What Flavor Pocky Are You?

(;_;)

these things are getting a bit addictive..

You Are "Tearful"

What Japanese Smiley Are You?

i'm not too sure what to think.

hmm.. bah. well, at least my brain's still more female than male..

Your Brain is 53.33% Female, 46.67% Male

Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female You are both sensitive and savvy Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve

What Gender Is Your Brain?

"in your eyes.. i hope, yes..."

schizo. i tell you, i'm turning schizo.
leah is getting to me. yes she is.
well so maybe this is who i am.
hrm. argh. ack. eek. uuk.
(alright, tho i know you don't read this..cheryl, see i'm learning.. hear my 'k's? *wink*)

You Are A Romantic

You are more romantic than 90% of the population. You life your life like a fairy tale... or at least you try to. Living for magical moments, you believe there's only one true love for you. Love is the most important thing in your life, and you don't take it for granted. Your perfect match loves to be in love as much as you do!

Are You Romantic or Realistic?

thats all i ever needed...

i hear your prayers, your burdens i will bear...
but first i need your hand,
then forever can begin...

thank you, steph, for the quote :)

mildly sunburnt

but thoroughly enjoying it. :)

today was thoroughly enjoyable.. beginning with the music rehearsals in the morning.. you guys are just amazing lar! musicians, cast and all! wonderful feet tapping head shaking hair flinging music to start off the day with.. *grin* lets continue making wonderful (well i shall try to keep quiet more in that case.. my screech/hoarse out-of-tune voice simply does not belong in that category) music for the Lord!

oh followed by the very 1st inter-(not quite)cg captain's ball tournament! plenty of fun and sun and (well could always be more *wink* but every little bit is such providence from God! *grin*) funds! (to foc comm pple: yeeps! sorry i hardly did anything.. :p) was an eye-opener seeing some pple play. hmm.. haha.. fun fun fun! thanks to all who came, hope you guys enjoyed yourselves!! more 100plus the next time, we promise! :p

oh i'm high. gah. i tell you. its the green tea. currently having a nice hot cup of green tea. but why do you have to know anyway.

to God be the glory

this sem has been. -crazy- and it isn't even 1/2 over yet.

my mind's in a swirl now. kindof suspended in a limbo. i have no idea what to think. or blog. or whatever. but for the sake of all you guys out there wondering if mz has disappeared into the toiilet bowl, or coughed herself off a railing, or spontaneously combusted, no. I'M. STILL. HERE.(read this you hairy armpit teo! :p haha. stop thunder thighs-ing and hairy armpits-ing, you hear?)

well.

my month-long cough has finally appeared to have taken a turn for the better. thank God! still sniffling and having this inane urge to reach in and scratch my throat, but well, -better-.

argh. it feels so easy to complain abt things nowadays. how pple don't seem to think i need to do work or study. (like what. do i have a face that says "yes ask me anything, i'll agree!") when it comes down to it, i feel so torn between whats really "important" to me and what i feel i could/should give up. but you see. what you think you might see on my face more often than not is who i really am... well i think. i wanna help, i really do... -but-

i know some things need more work and commitment than others. some things i utterly enjoy devoting my time to. like BCE and rehearsals and doing well in sch (well at least some things i anticipate i'll enjoy). but it isn't fair to others i've agreed to help. i can't shortchange them by asking them to put my part of the "help" on hold. then what? helping them at the expense of my work and physiological and psychological sanity? (ok. maybe i'm chao drama lar. but i feel like it. so sue me.) eek.

but i'm reminded.

that in all things, i no longer work for myself, or for the pple i've given my word to. but for the One who matters above all. the only One who matters -period-

that whatever i do, i give my all, as an offering and effort, putting in my best, as worship to my King. i can never dream to make it worthy of Him who has watched me and brought me where i am today, who has given us a gift surpassing what anyone could ever offer.

but i will do it anyway (trying as i might), unworthy as it is, covered with blood and sweat and tears; unworthy as i am, in all my human frailty and weakness. because our Father deserves the best we have, not something which costs us nothing. and basically, because that's what i'm here for. (everyone say "Amen!")



well. long post. to those who haven't bothered to read and just scrolled to the bottom. hm. anything lor.

If we are out of our mind, it is for the sake of God; if we are in our right mind, it is for you. For Christ's love compels us, because we are convinced that one died for all, and therefore all died. And he died for all, that those who live should no longer live for themselves but for him who died for them and was raised again.
- 2 Corinthians 13-15

1st signs of panic... urgh

i am starting to lose it.

panic started early this morning when i realised i overslept for my 10am class. not too bad. was only 20min late.

panic flashed momentarily when i realised i desperately needed to install a tap in my nose to turn it off before it started dripping vaguely gross watery mucus onto my nice new untouched roman kuc introduction to information technology or goodness knows textbook.

panic came back halfway thru boring old stats when i realised that i have 3! mid-terms and a 30% individual assignment due the 1st 2 weeks of march. i don't even know whats going on in 3/5 of my modules lar! and with bce in the 3rd week?

hah.

HAH.

5.0?

HAH!

panic came back once more with a vengence after dinner when i got back to my room in pgp. wanted to take my phone out to switch off the silent mode when i realised...

CRAP WHERE'S MY PHONE?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

got my neighbour (thanks laura!) to help me call my phone (tho its on silent i hoped to hear the vibrations somehow) but it wasn't anywhere in my room.

CRAP. CRAP.

thought i left it downstairs on top of the water cooler. not there. -panic-

ran back to the foyer staircase place where i was sitting earlier watching the international fiesta performances. no phone on floor. uh oh.

asked ppl sitting where i was sitting whether they saw phone. 2 girls (thanks ladies!) said they passed it on to some guy in t-shirt and shorts who was carrying a walkie talkie. WHO?!?! the whole place was swarming with pple carrrying walkie talkies!

so i asked a security guard who directed me to the erm. fire command centre... which i finally found out is this super ulu corner of the underground pgp carpark (well she didn't quite direct me.. got lost a few times til i bumped into another security guard going that way). asked lady at post to send out query via walkie talkie. -negative-

later found out organisers and security pple use different set of talkies. but the security lady said -nope, the organiser didn't find any handphones-

so it was back to the crowded foyer to try the first-aid post. nice student pple there offered handphones (not for me to bring home unfortunately) to call my phone and chairs to wait.. but HALLO?!?! ALL I WANT IS MY HP BACK! ok but nice student guy A continually walkie-talkied thru the loud music for american and canadian students trying to dance stylised pseudo indian dances cum hip hop. FINALLY! the guy who picked up my phone returned the call to the nice student guy B who offered his phone who also happened to see someone pick up my phone. ahhhhhh!

waited. and waited. and waited. and finally got my phone back. ah the sweeet taste of relief.

indeed. God answers prayers. and indeed. there is no situation that man can fully control. only our almighty, our sovereign, and our merciful God keeps all in the palm of His loving hand.

...

God please grant me my 5.0! :(

*silly grin*

hehe.. finally.. FINALLY!

after all our planning. its gonna be happening!

months (well alright weeks) of preparing (well research and market surveys).
months of meetings (well for market surveys). ...
months of thinking and troubleshooting.
and now its here!

the preparation's finally done!
we're all prepared now for fun!
days of meeting are done and over with
now we welcome the happy (visitor)!

no more sitting in late night (msn) meetings
no more planning and waiting and waiting
now for singing and dancing and (rambling)
now for the (bloggie!) to be happening!!!

so exciting!! haha.. are you excited? whoohoo! yeeeeeeeha! wooooooooo!!!! yaayyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!

ok pple are gonna kok me on the head.

thanks to judejonniejonjon and sianpanniepanpan (:p) !!! the excellent blogaddy & display name are greatly appreciated!!

*highhighhigh*

ohohoh.. and i love you clareyclareclare for the title!!! *manical grin*



i'm craz(ily) happy. :D

so sue me.