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Your True Birth Month Is September

Thinking Sensitive Secretive Systematic Understanding Good memory Calm and cool Does work well Likes to criticize Loves wide things Kind and sympathetic Hardly shows emotions Concerned and detailed Able to motivate oneself Suave and compromising Clever and knowledgeable Quiet but able to talk well Tends to bottle up feelings Loves to look for information Trustworthy, loyal and honest Careful, cautious and organized Choosy especially in relationships Loves sports, leisure and traveling Must control oneself when criticizing Likes to point out people's mistakes

What's Your True Birth Month?

ok last one! i promise!

heh.. last one for today that is...

You May Be a Bit Borderline ...

Your mood swings make a roller coaster look tame! When you're up, you're a little bit crazy... And when you're down, your whole world is crashing Scary thing is, these moods can change by the minute!

What Personality Disorder Are You?

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Your Birthdate: July 18

Your birthday on the 18th day of the month suggests than you are one who can work well with a group, but still remain someone who needs to maintain individual identity. There is a humanistic or philanthropic approach to business circumstances in which you find yourself. You may have good executive abilities, as you are very much the organizer and administrator. You are broad-minded, tolerant and generous; a compassionate person that can inspire others with imaginative ideas. Some of your feelings may be expressed, but even more of them are apt to be repressed. There is a lot of drama in your personality and in the way you express yourself to others. Oddly enough, you don't expect as much in return as you give.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

hmmmmmm.. heh.. interestingly enough sounds pretty accurate..
but aiyoh.. these things ah.. i think there's a bit of everyone that's like that right.. so this could basically apply to anyone who was told this is what their birthdate means, whatever it is.. i think reading it just highlights the times when you're like that.. at then you end up going "yeah yeah.. hey this is pretty accurate!"
heh.. but its still quite pleasantly surprising to find something that seems to describe you so well.. :p heh.

so normal..

You Are 40% Normal (Somewhat Normal)

While some of your behavior is quite normal... Other things you do are downright strange You've got a little of your freak going on But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself

How Normal Are You?

eh i dunno.. i can't make up my mind whether i think i shd be more normal or less. what do you think?

(not) getting ditzified, i hope.

before i forget how it feels...

do you know how horrible it feels to realise that your mental and emotional stability can be so easily and drastically affected by a person?

its driving me crazy. urgh. disgusted, exasperated, frustrated with myself. i can't even begin to figure out what THAT is supposed to mean.. even the litchie rich from fuzion isn't helping. shd've gotten my favourite strawberry o'cha instead.. might probably have done a better job. grrr... girls (teo & mic included - my darling girlfriends all...), i'm turning into a ditz who isn't even qualified to be a ditz, for those of you who get what i mean. i'm hopeless.




but well, for the record, there is a gp of pple who can do that to me, as a gp or individually.. but well yes, today i'm just talking abt one person. ok or 2. but for totally different reasons.. but well i'm actually getting really affected by 1 only.. aaah trash that. *chuckle* i can't believe i'm doing this. ok, cryptic post. just for kicks. i dunno.

whatever lar.

CLARIS SHI JIAYI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HOI!!! WHAT IS THE MEANING OF THAT?!
NO WONDER I SAW SOME BLOGGER.COM ADDRESS WHEN I CAME BACK FROM MY BATH. YOOOOOOOOU!

grrrrr...

for the record,
1. Claris is NOT the most important person in my life.
2. I will NOT fall at her feet in adoration and look only to her for the rest of my life.
3. She is NOT smart and gorgeous and lovely.
4. And i REFUSE to swoon at her feet.

but that said,

Clarey poo you're one of the most important people in my life, well y'know, toni (hey work with me here toni..) would most positively dagger-ize me if i let you say you were the single most important person in my life.. and there's all that consideration for my sister and mum and dad and *erhmm* future most important person in my life and all. ^_^

and also, i think you're VERY smart and gorgeous and lovely! ;)

and...

i love you toooooo!

ok, but i'm never gonna marry you so you can get that thought out of your head.

and yes, abt exams... yes yes yes yes mum.


(thank you dearie for forcing me to mop my floor, buy food, get fat eating food i bought myself, waste time watching silly girlie movie, get dragged out of bed with 6 hours of sleep, and getting fatter at macs.)




(heheh.. okokok. so i shall admit it. i like it now that my floor is clean, i satisfied my craving for ruffles, the thai "my girl" was absolutely sweeeeeeeeet!, and i needed to wake up early to mug.. and i didn't have to pay for brekkies/lunch at macs... and i really loved your company... I LOVE YOUUUUU!!! *MUACKZ!*)



OH AND FOR THE RECORD. I'M NOT THE BIMBO. YOU ARE.


p.s. and i'm positively gonna ignore what you said abt flopsie. "FLOPSIE"?!. sheesh. in any case, i'm as usual, -confused-, y'know.

the bimbo speaks

i love claris!!!!! she's the most impt person in my life!!!!!!!!!1
i will fall at her feet in adoration and look only to her for the rest of my life.
she's so smart and gorgeous and lovely.
swoonnnnnn.

shall ignore flopsie from now on and just look at claris. yeyyy.

flopsie mopsie and cottontail!!! =D

i love you darlinggggggggggggggggggggggggggg
if you haven't figured this out by now. *winks*

mug hard for exams!!!!!!

CLARIS SHI JIAYI

... oi. you finish your exams already doesn't mean i've started ok.
aiyooooh. what do you want me to post.

i'm mugging.
snailing.
hmm.. whats been happening in my life?
...

finding out econs is a load of nonsense.
like. why during the short-run is the portion of the MC curve above the AVC the supply curve for competitive firms?

because. through warped queenie logic, as price increases, so does the quantity that producers are willing to produce --> moving up the supply curve.
and so. as q increases, inputs must increase.
and looking at the demand curves for inputs, when demand for inputs increases, the price of the inputs must increase as well.
so. cost of inputs for producers increases, and MC increases as quantity produced increases.
hence. MC curve = supply curve.

huh!??!

now. do you see how warped the logic is. econs is a load of nonsense. everything abt econs is via observations and hypothetical data (well econs pple, correct me if i'm wrong).

yuck.

and in 6 hours, i've covered 1.5 chapters. econs is on friday. i'm so dead. 3.5 more chapters to go. and biz law on saturday (i haven't touched it yet. whoohoo! aiyah but shouldn't be that bad lar, open bk. plus got cheatsheets already. now now, don't be alarmed. cheatsheets=helpnotes. hur hur.)

ohoh. but. i've discovered nice songs. nice nice. and claris shi jiayi, how could you go gyming w/o me. & you jolly well know i'd got to aussieland with you.. but can't you pick a better time. yesyes, i know you can't. blahblah. oh poo.

titanium/tungsten/pk/cheekopek teo, WHERE IN THE WORLD HAVE YOU DISAPPEARED TO!? oi, i thought your exams ended soooooooooo long ago. how come your blog never move one.

and ant darling, are you sure you're not having some sort of clandestine relationship with our *erhmm* darling teo? tsktsk. so scandalous you two. skyping and all. so LOVE-hate. hhhhrm? ahhhh teo, why don't you go to aussieland with clarey and drop by nz to visit your good cheesecake cafe, umbrella-brandishing buddy? heheheheeh..

oh brain cells are fried. brain is scattered. cannot concentrate. still looking for and collecting all the little scattered pieces of my brain. ooooh where is my brain? oh bah.

oh and claris shi jiayi, i thought you were gonna stay over to make sure i mug. you bluff me.

pig or cow or panda or snail? princess or queen? dodo bird?!? urgh. ramble ramble ramble. ooooooh. ladida. i'm procrastinating. all your fault. ask me to update somemore. well, what else do you wanna know? the stuff you wanna know i can't write here you jolly well know that. silly girl.

I never did like the word mediocre
I never wanted it to be said of me
Just point me to the top and I'd go over
Looking for the very best that could be

So what is this thing I see
Going on inside of me
When it comes to the Grace of God
Sometimes it's like

I'm playing GameBoy standing in the middle of the Grand Canyon
I'm eating candy sitting at a gourmet feast
I'm wading in a puddle when I could be swimming in the ocean

Tell me what's the deal with me
Wake up and see the Glory

Every star in the sky tells His story
And every breeze is singing His song
All of creation is imploring
Come see this grand phenomenon

The wonder of His Grace
Should take my breath away
I miss so many things
When I'm content with

Playing GameBoy standing in the middle of the Grand Canyon
Or eating candy sitting at a gourmet feast
Or wading in a puddle when I could be swimming in the ocean

I know the time has come for me to
Wake up and see the Glory
Wake up and see the Glory, yeah

How could I trivialize it
This awesome gift of God's Grace
Once I have come to realize it
I should be speechless and amazed

Wake up
Wake up and see the Glory
Open your eyes and take it in
Wake up and be amazed
Over and over again

God's Love is coming to you and to me
Wake up, wake up
Open your eyes, yeah
Over and over again

Oh yeah

Wake up, wake up, wake up

Come on, take it in

- See The Glory by Steven Curtis Chapman

sounds familiar doesn't it.. how often do we forget the wonder that is our God?.....


...bah. ok another ueberlong post. more nice nice songs! ack. better not post all at once, else will get kokked on the head. prob already will since i've made such a long post tho i'm supposed to be studying.

happy now? :p

i've found where i belong. [BCE Appreciation BBQ day]

finally, watching the musical for the first time today.. i FINALLY get this feeling of closure.. didn't understand when pple told me they couldn't imagine what they'd do for the next few free saturday mornings and all, still don't actually.. i mean, sleep lar! :p but watching the musical brought back all those thoughts and emotions i felt during the musical and all.. how i almost cried during the final performance in the middle of act 2 cos' i finally understood what it meant to keep my focus on God even while acting..

y'know.. 3 months ago, if you told me i'd act in a musical, i'd tell you not to be ridiculous. 3 months ago, if you told me i'd know so many pple from vcf, i'd laugh right in your face.. 3 months ago, if you told me i'd find close friends in uni, i'd have smiled disbelievingly.. uni wasn't a place to get to know pple.. bizad wasn't a place to cosy up with anyone.. (still isn't as far as i'm concerned..) but tonight at the bbq.. watching the musical for the first time.. i almost cried..

the great honour of serving Him in my church worship ministry, of acting in the musical.. the great joy of getting to know so many people, of crossing paths with some people.. and walking with others.. some for a short while, and some for longer.. and yet some with whom the shared journey has not come to the part of the road where our paths diverge.. ;p

i feel so fortunate, so blessed.. i came into uni dreading it, thinking i'd just get it over and done with.. but God's shown me that there's so so so much more to life than what i perceive.. and so so so many more riches in the life He's planned out for me. seeing them revealed a little more every day.. i never could have imagined or foresaw all the wonderful things He's done in my life so far.. i just want to cry.. i don't deserve it. through the good times and the bad, He has been there with me, showing me that whatever happens, i'll always have a reason to smile when He's around.. with Him, i can walk every step with confidence and assurance, with every footstep i take, i know my foot is planted on solid ground, even on this earth which floats in the middle of nowhere and is prone to cracking ever so often.. ( *waves a hand at all those geog students* yes i know thats technically incorrect but.)

i wish i could not sound so vague. but.. there's just so much i don't know how to say.

fellowship:
of sharing food [oh yummy bbq!!]. of sharing conversation [hehe..scandals and primary school photos]. of sharing thoughts. and dreams. of sharing prayers. and singing songs of worship and praise [knocking on heaven's door?!! here i am to worship?! hmmm]. of sharing talents [i still can't stop gushing abt the musicians]. of sharing lives. of sharing strength and joy. of sharing God's blessings. of loving each other. because He loves us.

why can't they see?!?!?!? what can be better than this?!?!life would be meaningless.. and hopeless..without God, who sent His Son, so precious, to die so that we might be able to come before God again, and face Him despite all our sinful ways.. that we might have the privilege to call God our Abba, and walk our walks without having to worry about a single thing, and just be happy in all circumstances as we abide in Him, just as He planned for us to... why would you settle for anything less?!?

with God, my heart is filled, my soul satisfied, and my stomach happy. =)

thank You.

i'll sing Your praises forever..
deeper in love with You..
here in Your courts where i'm close to Your throne,
i've found where i belong...