hur hur

10/10/2005: TM 2

Very funny, God... really. very funny. i can't stop laughing... really, i can't.

i saw this coming, really, i did. especially today. the whole day. i just KNEW what was going to happen. so You've affirmed it. but hey, You were the One who told me first right...

are You trying to tell me something? nudge me in a certain direction? are You grinning at my futile efforts to keep a bit more time free? steep learning curve this new academic year huh.

man, i really don't know what to make of this. i didn't want this, i didn't ask for it, You know that. but You're obviously leading me somewhere, You've obviously got PLANS. i just feel so... blind. guess this, among other things, is supposed to be a lesson in faith huh.

*wry chuckle*